i was totally in dilemma. :|
there were really lots of thing that made me in dilemma.
so i start to have mind manifesting trip.
i tried so hard to find my dark side, to pull it off from my my trip.
it was for almost an hour i tried, and still couldn't reach it.
so i just surrender, tried to flashback, quit my trip.. till my trip was empty.
and just for a sec, before i quit, suddenly i felt that all my dark sides and my dilemma had gone.
