after my grandma passed away, i felt awful.. you can imagine if there alot of ants and try 
to eat my brain, really painful.
i can't think bout anything now. when i sleepy, but can't close my eyes. feel tired, but can't take a rest. i have alot of things to do. damn. still full of sadness in my home.
my girl. now is lil bit don't care bout me again. or maybe she forgets me, or maybe she's busy with her things herself. my financial condition. can't save anything.. everthing is so fuc*in' expensive here. sometimes my money isn't enough for pay a taxi. my 1st plan, the most important. going to indonesia. see my GF, my family. however it needs alot of cost. because it's different with damascus..in there a student just only pay 500 USD for 2ways. but in here. usually take cost 1400 or 1300 2ways. the second plan is wanna buy a macbook pro. but so expensive. so im looking for the other one (still don't get one). and now i have almost 20 brand for the laptop on my list. and still thinking how do I get it. Third plan is when i go to school.. at least i have to pay 4oooL.L *2ways* so my ancle says that i should buy motorcycle.. why it's all need Benjamins?? actually.... there is no more again to tell you now. i'm really tired. my body is very weak.
babe.. need you beside me..
i'll come after you..
wait for me
to eat my brain, really painful.i can't think bout anything now. when i sleepy, but can't close my eyes. feel tired, but can't take a rest. i have alot of things to do. damn. still full of sadness in my home.
my girl. now is lil bit don't care bout me again. or maybe she forgets me, or maybe she's busy with her things herself. my financial condition. can't save anything.. everthing is so fuc*in' expensive here. sometimes my money isn't enough for pay a taxi. my 1st plan, the most important. going to indonesia. see my GF, my family. however it needs alot of cost. because it's different with damascus..in there a student just only pay 500 USD for 2ways. but in here. usually take cost 1400 or 1300 2ways. the second plan is wanna buy a macbook pro. but so expensive. so im looking for the other one (still don't get one). and now i have almost 20 brand for the laptop on my list. and still thinking how do I get it. Third plan is when i go to school.. at least i have to pay 4oooL.L *2ways* so my ancle says that i should buy motorcycle.. why it's all need Benjamins?? actually.... there is no more again to tell you now. i'm really tired. my body is very weak.
babe.. need you beside me..
i'll come after you..
wait for me
