What I'm gonna do now !?

I have been trying to be perfect as I could. the result ?? NOTHING ! I won't go to Indonesia this year, I won't take summer semester this year, and I will leave beirut again, again, and again. I really hate these parts. damn it. and I have to move on to Damascus next July, and DOIN' NOTHING AGAIN FOR TWO MONTHS !!! --_________--

tomorrow is my first final exam on this semester (spring semester) and again, I am doing nothing. MY GF, she's doing her works. and doesn't spend her little time for me, I am totally crazy now. oh God. help me. i have lots of things to do. editing magazine... its clear, but there are some articles not collected yet. about my evet PPI's Cup. everybody have exam, me too. so who's gonna work this ??

money, oooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. its killin' me.

nananannaa.. boooringg....

gtg, wanna sleep on the bathup..

actually, i really miss you, but not with your works.